Side by side walking together .
I was being left out of course .
I finally , understood how Y felt .
You asked me whether i could change sit with you .
I knew your reason so , i said NO .
I was jealous alright .
Eventhough i tell you now , will you care .
no .
I know you too well . So i know your answer . So , there was no point talking to you
about this .
You weren't one of the people who were there for me .
Honestly , Ernest tay , nicholas Raj , weigh much more than you .
Maybe you won't see this , or maybe you heard from some one .
This is the reason i don't want to meet you all in the morning .
I don't want to feel the left out feeling again as it hurt alot .
I rather we not be best friend . So i won't really control you like whether letting you talk to her a not .
For 7 years , i've been giving in for you to maintain our friendship .
But now , i don't see a reason or a need to give in again .
You think for yourself . How many i have helped you and trying to be a laughing stock for you .
Just to make you laugh .
Just ask your self .
If you think that she can make you laugh more or be happy more , nvm , go with her lorh .
I don't mind.
I still have my own group of friends .
I finally knew that i don't really matter in your heart .
Maybe you don't knw your biasness between me and her , I know .
I can feel it . I know you don't klnow but then , that means already i don't matter .
p/s : In case readers don't know , i am talking about a girl . And not a boy .
I always treated her as my boyfriend. BUT WE DON'T KISS LUH . LAME !
Today , i learnt frm weichong , known as AH CHONG , cripple you , means lame you . hahaha.
nice one ONION. (Weichong)
