I really don't want to lose you .
Do you know 8 years is a very long time ?
Guess what , this is the first time i had been an attention seeker .
Seek for attention . When i don't get it , i will be angry or jealous .
I guess you know it .
We both sometimes will also like the same things , i know .
You did not control who ever i talk to .
Because , i only talk to you the most .
Sometimes , like last time , i keep talking to pang .
I will be also carried away by the conversation .
Yet , i still went back for you .
It has been a tough year for me .
My parents , as you know .
Keep asking me to produce some results.
Which obviously , i am trying to .
I really miss you . I feel like calling you yesterday night as i stayed late .
But i just cant bring myself to .
Then , i called , just to see what are you doing .
But then , your hp off.
I think you got receive the caller alert ba.
Alot of times , i called you.
Disheartened , i went online and tried to have some fun . Then i post my previous one .
The truth is , i really don't want to end this .
But do you ?
