I am so glad that you talked to me . Really .
I thought you will be angry of what happened last time.
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I am so sian alrdy. I dont want to wait for smses and calls like some idiot .
I DECIDED TO GIVE YOU UP.
I WILL ONLY TREAT YOU AS A CLOSE FRIEND.
NO NEED FOR CALLS EVERYDAY . NO NEED FOR SMS EVERYDAY.
AND I KIND OF MEAN IT.
I dont know whether i could.
but i wish i could.
I dont want to wake up and feel the scared feeling of you not replying my calls.
Everytime i am so upset. But what can i do . "Nothing" I am nobody to you so i cant say anything..