I really get the words into my head man. I really did. But the prob is , my heart still feels it. I'm sorry that i can't make it to the events. The thing here is , it's not i don't want to go . Its i can't .
You have no idea how much i wanted to go out with you guys. I would want a freedom like anyone else. Cause everybody around me has more freedom than me. Just anyone will do. Anyone to exchange with me. But sadly , no one wants to. And hey , you sure my jokes weren't jokes ?
When we sit together in class , we laughed alot. I really do enjoy that . You HAVE to try understand what type of family rules i have to stick to. If i don't stick to them now , it will be hard for me next time / in the future. You can ask me , why i don't want to rebel. My parents are different from yours. Maybe , i don't have the guts to rebel -.-
Heh , my blog is ultimate disgusting .
You said that , i'll explain to you.
I can't possibly go to you whenever i have problems right ? So , i just rant it on blog.
Now , i'm banned from using my house phone -.-
So how possibly you want me to rant my problems ?
If i tell you SEVERAL times a day that i miss him alot , will you feel irritated ? Obviously. Don't tell me you will not . I've tried that alot of times(:
I've no idea why you are SO not happy with me . But i'm gonna tell you , i still treat you as my best friend . (L)
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