Dear ,

I know we faced alot of obstacles and stuff. And you're not officially my boyf yet.
I fucking miss you now , and this feeling will last for a week (March Holidays)
I feel lousy & useless when you are telling me your problems and i can't really help.
And all i can say is : " Don't sad la , cheer kay."
But when i tell you MY problems , you will give me encouragements and support. You'll say lots of things to make me feel better. I know you're thinking of your friend's doing & your friends feeling towards us.
We tried our best to stay together even if somestuff breaks us up .
Eg . Backstabber , Parents.
I'm sorry to trouble you. I feel that i'm living like a burden to you , and i'm really sorry dear.
School is where we can really see each other and talk . You made the first step by making us so openly in front of friends in class . So its really too much to ask for more. (I really hope you know which incident that i'm talking about.) I'm sorry that i didn't tell you why i was angry with you when you asked me . It was only later then i mentioned it.
The reason why keep it from you at first Its because , i feel that its really too much to ask from you le. You've sacrifice so muchh for us/me/this relationship. And i didn't even do anything man. I don't have the rights to ask for more care , concern from you . Iloveyou and i'm sorry that i'm such a burden.
&&& I love you like i've never loved anyone/thing before . I won't leave you behind and go with some one in particular. Not over my dead body. I'm pretty sure about that somehow. (: That's a promise.

So Dear , don't think so much on the Negative side . Think positively , it will help.
I'm sorry that i can't really give you any good advice on your problem.
Thanks for being there for me and letting me know that there's a shoulder for me to lean and a person that i can really pour my heart to. It's seems like every conversation of ours is a HTHT.
I love to be on the phone with you even when you're not talking. Hahas , i guess you don't know that hur. I like your presence with me , even if you are not really at/in Woodlands.
ILOVEYOU , AND I CAN WAIT. (L)


P/s : I'm back to k-pop and i'm into taeyang.
I seriously hope Y gets to buy that Comic book we fave.
Heh Y , take care of yourself in taiwan okay . Love you.